Today as I went home,
even if I'm with my friends, I feel so alone.
Thinking of you made me feel so blue,
for you love her/him, and I'm in love with you.
This heartache makes me want to cry,
but instead of tears, I express it with a sigh,
for I don't want them to see
that I'm crying, because I'm falling for you badly.
"It's just a little crush," that's what I say,
but it's making a big hole when I see you every day,
for when I follow your stare, it leads to her/him,
and sometimes, I feel like tears are going to make my vision blur.
I know it's pathetic, but when you talk to me
I feel so pleased and happy,
but still, I know that you're not going to love me
'cause your heart belongs to her/him completely.
You're just a fantasy,
and you'll never love me in reality.
I know that someday you're just going to be a memory
that I will remember when I'm lonely.
But someday is not yet today.
It still is far, far away,
but I wish you'll notice anyway
that my heart is breaking,
and even though I'm smiling,
just look in my eyes,
and you'll see that I'm dying.
