Wake up
written by Y
I can feel your breathing into my ears as you whisper the words "wake up..".
I snuggled my face onto my pillow since I don't want to wake up yet...it's still 6am..
The sunlight was touching my skin coming from the window and you tried to cover it up by your hands.
I've always love how you cares for me...
I wrapped my arms around you, even though I'm half asleep..
You slowly kiss me passionately onto my lips and slowly down to my neck..
I love your warmth against my body and how eager you are to kiss me so deeply..
I shivers as you slips your hand into my clothes, your hands were cold... I wonder why...
Still, I'm longing for your touch, and I don't want to stop it...
You sweetly spout my name..
I would like to say I love you but no words came out..
Suddenly, I heard the alarm beside my bed..
I opened my eyes, and realized that your not there..
It's just a dream after all..
I sat on my bed and cried..
"I miss you, I love you, and I'm sorry for hurting you.
It's been a year since I last saw you..
I will never forget that night
We fought because of my selfishness..
If only I didn't get mad...
If only I didn't run away..
You would still be here..Waking me up constantly with your kisses..
If only you hadn't chased me after that fight..
You would not have been run over by that car in that rainy night.
I have driven you to your death...
and now your gone, I will never forgive myself.
I'm sorry. I'M SORRY.."
