" Betrayal "

Each day I try to tell myself that It’s fine,

Each night I try to calm my rage,

Each hour I try to let it go,

Each minute I try to move on,

Each second I wish not to mourn,

But it feels like you have taken over my whole body,

And you have stabbed my soul,

Have you ever felt this madness and sadness,

That you could sense your body screaming and in Pain,

Or it’s just with me.

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I gave you my love,

And my heart and trust,

I was shocked when I saw you're gone,

I asked you to stay when you said that I'm wrong,

I dreamt to be together and live happily ever after,

I wanted it all back and asked you many times,

I did accept that you never loved me,

So you'll return me all of that,

But I never thought that,

You'll return it to me in those tiny pieces.

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When you were gone,

I found myself in the most useless corner,

Where times are tough,

And the seasons are rough,

Where I bend my morals to stay strong,

Where I didn’t know what’s wrong,

Where I am all alone,

And life is gone,

I only gain more sleepless nights,

I am drowning,

I cried your name,

You said you’ll never leave,

But, see

You are long gone.

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*stay strong, that's all I've to say to you all*

HOPE YOU'LL FIND YOUR HAPPINESS SOON

- BEAST