my life wasn't always easy
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I cried alot
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I'm just 18 soon going to be 19 but I have faced alot in my life
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I couldn't enjoy my childhood so much
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my parents didn't have proper time for me
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the people who I call best frd left me at my worst
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I had no one with me, even my shadow
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I hardly smile
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I never get what I want
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just once ..I want to feel happiness with my whole heart
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just once I want to feel what it feels to be loved
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I wish my parents understand me better
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I'm not thing or a toy
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I have feelings, emotions too
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how long should I be like this
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just once pls