my life story is a bit big so I'll break them into parts
thanks for checking out my post story lovely person 💕😄
I don't know if you'll enjoy it or be sad or maybe mad but I hope you will find it interesting and stick around to see more 😉😊
so let's start ...
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Depression hit me at the age of 10
yeah pretty young I know
but is Depression curable ?
if you ask me I would say yes 😃
cause I HAD Depression a long time ago but now I am free, I can fly and touch the sky with my tiny hands 👐🏻
yeah tiny hands cause I'm still a child not kid but a teen, I am 14
I know y'all might say that what can a 14 yr old know about Depression, but I can say I know Depression better then U
because in my family I wasn't the only one having Depression my mum also had Depression
well... she is a patient of schizophrenia, my brother has mental disorder and my dad had a tumor in his brain...
and I was a healthy baby, so my dad thought if telling me about all these things when I was 10 like yo! I am kid !!
I am not mad at him anymore but still who says these things to kids ?
my childhood got ruined 🥲I was pretty good at pretending so know one knew what happend to me or how sad I was because for other people I was a social butterfly 🦋🙃but deep down inside it still hurt to pretend, pretend to smile while I was sad, pretend to laugh while I was depressed 😔💔
sad right!? but some of you will still ask that why didn't I tell anyone!?
well who should I had told to??
to my parents ? didn't they already have enough problem to deal with and if I also say my problems wouldn't I be a burden !
I know kids aren't burden to parents but my family wasn't wealthy enough we were not poor cause I had all the facilities you could ask for like a nice 3bhk a car a bike, bicycle and everything else a child needs
they gave me thier best now how could I tell them anything....
I know I was being weak but I couldn't stand seeing someone else suffer because of me...