Everytime when evening starts to set the ache builds in her chest .she knows that she must go to bed and try to get some rest and have to be strong. Everytime she hugs her pillow and her tears roll down to her wet pillow when no one is around she cries for once she loved she cries in pain and wanted to scream out loud but she cries without making any noise that other can't hear her cry .
On next day other see her and think she's doing well but everyday as evening sets she enters her own hell . They says time will heal people but time hasn't healed her her pain at all , sometimes she talk to herself how things trun this way she is sad, hurt , angry ,mad and disappointed on herself . she was so tired of begging people to love her . I wanted to ask her '' Do you still cared about him " and she admitted honestly
'' I cared a lot once "
and her eyes was full of teras . she said
'' sorry , if I seem miserable " *(wiping her tears )*
I don't know what to do that time I just say
'' I am sorry ''
she replied '' it's alright "
and give me a small smile . I asked her again
'' Does it hurt " she replied '' yes , yes it's hurt so much that I could die, but i'll put on the smile and try move on through it's hurt but I will survive " for minute we went silent then again she said
" I saw him today " she went silent again then she take a deep breath and said
" I saw him today and he saw me too he stopped and says hello to me and I was like ummm....... hey🤚..... how are you and he said " I am doing great " then he asked me the same
"I amm... fine "😥 I try my best not to cry in front of him and suddenly he asked " why did you stop talking to me , like we were best friends right."
my lip and hands shaking i became cold my stomach trun and i can't breath 😰"
" what am I supposed to tell him ? 😰 even though he knows who stopped talking first then why are you still asking me and at the same time my chest ached I couldn't hear his voice or what he was talking and when he called my name loud I came to my sense, i couldn't bare it so I just say I have some work so I run without thinking I couldn't hold back my tears " she stop talking and went silent again . 😞
Her voice was thick with tears by the point ,
she was so brave all those years I forget you are suffering. she was so deeply in love with you, once she gather her courage and had told how she feel about but he never cared to notice ,he always cared for other girls and not the one that never mattered . she loved him so much but he tooked it for granted she was not pretty like other girls but she was different from other girls . one day he suddenly stop talking with her like they were best friends 😞 she tried to talked but he just ignore her like she meant nothing to him .she tried and tried but he does not care at all and she realised it has no meaning to try it is hopeless to hope he will like you back so she stop trying . Everytime she sees him with a different girl and think " I will be fine " and she went home and suddenly tears start to fall from her eyes Everytime she cries hopelessly . Now all many years passes and what he asked " why you stop talking , like we were best friend right "
wjat is a meaning of it ,what he want even he knows she likes her he dare to aske her , he is really heartless . My poor girl she suffer so much ,she have so much pain on her heart . I cannot do anything but things did not change at all so everyday when evening alone with her bed she sheds those Silent Tears ......!!! 😭😥😢😓
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