Hi ,I am 17 years old , I'm in 12th standard now, I like watching stars in the night and I love painting too . Well ,I had a crush when I didn't even knew what crush means ,I had a childhood friend I love but he left abroad , he promised me that he would come in 2 years but it was already 7 years and I was already 16 years old . I was so happy when he returned ,I studied days and night trying to get in the school he was studying.and when I finally enrolled on the school .
I met him after so so long , but I found out that he loved my close friend ,he confessed to her in front of my very eyes . I was heart broken but I didn't cry , I just teased them a little . I was so sad that I didn't had any more wishes .
But then his best friend became close to me ,I had no feelings for him ,but he kept on pestering me for 6 months ,so I finally accepted his proposal . He was not that good looking but he talked a lot and was stubborn just like a small child,he made me laugh sometimes . he was all so clumsy and would always stuck to me . Somehow I found that really cute and decided to move on and tell him my feelings too because I never told him that I like him .
When I was about to go on a date with him . I got a message from my childhood friend saying that he broke up with his girlfriend and that she was cheating on him . I just ignored his message and got out 2 hours earlier . When I reached there ,I saw my boyfriend with someone else , a girl of my classmate .
I peeked at them and heard their conversation . Then I got to know he was cheating on me . It started raining , he messaged me that it's raining and he would not be able to come to the date ,while going to a hotel with that girl . I sighed but didn't get hurt that much . and while I was returning ,I found out 10 missed calls from my childhood friend .
He called again, when I picked it up ,he was crying and asked me to date him . I was not happy , not even a single bit , if he would have confessed me from the very start that would have been different ,but now when he's crying over other girl and was trying to date me . I really got pissed and cut off the phone .
After 6 months ,I topped the class ,everyone was praising me on my face but I knew each and every person saying bad things behind my back . When I got home , my family shouted"Surprise" . And my mom was even whimpering .
At last I said " I don't need some love outside when I've already got enough here . I live my family and that's my first priority . The story has just began ,maybe in my college life ,I will find someone who would not cheat ,or think me as a substitute . Maybe !