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Been lonely these days

Never have been doing well

I question, "is this really my place?"

My eyes swelled

From all the endless crying

And from the overthinking

I can't escape this hell

Which is called "reality"

And then rang the bell

Reminding me of my sanity

The rain leaks from the ceiling

Always make me feeling

Thankful

For being still alive

And striving to survive

Is there no heaven for me?

I guess I was just too bad

And was put into hell

To make amends

And to regret

All my wrongdoings

I guess this is goodbye

Since I can barely see

The little light from the crack

Of the door

Which has been locked

Or chained

By myself

Caging me from society

And from this hell called "reality"