Ahhh.......i don't know why I'm feeling it🙄
i mean when ever i see him i feel happy, i want to talk with him, i want spend my all time with him but the reality is i can't.....
i don't want feel this but I'm feeling it..... it's hard to control myself..... because of this feeling i started to hate myself.......and i don't want it.
i mean how can i just go for someone's boyfriend, my mind just f***ed up....I'm such a real b****......i know he has a girlfriend but still i want him and again i know it's wrong, it's very wrong.
I know it's not love it's just a f***ing attraction but still i hate myself for get attracted to someone whom i can't get.....
i feel jealous when ever i see him & his girlfriend together but i just couldn't do anything even i don't want to do anything cause they both are love each other and I'm the third person.....
i just don't want to make myself a bad person cause I'm not.....i don't want to create a bad relationship with my friend who is his girlfriend.
I don't know it's good or bad to get attracted to someone but in my case it's very bad cause i really really don't want to get attracted towards him.....but I'm doing the actual opposite of this.
waiting fr the day when i just don't feel this feeling 💜
