Why am I misunderstood so much?
Am I speaking in an incomprehensible language?
If not, then what is it?
In your eyes, my honest intentions are hidden motives.
So are my attempts to show sadness attention seeking?
No.
They're trying to see if anyone cares, if anyone can pay enough attention to see how I feel.
I've given up on asking others for help.
Why?
Because I've tried for so long, to have nothing to show for.
Why is it so hard for people to understand?
I don't need more people to think I'm lying all the time.
I am.
I'm smiling, and that right there is lying.
Why do I smile?
So you don't lose yours.
So you don't worry for me, don't think anything's wrong, don't panic and say it's your fault.
So you don't think I need help.
I don't need any anymore.
I want help, it's honest, sincere people who I trust enough.
Trust enough to show my pain, my thoughts, my life, my hate, my sadness.
Yet isn't that so hard to come by?
At this point I'm just using mangatoon to vent.....
If you want, you're free to use the comment section to vent how you feel, what you want to say, etc.
Remember to smile every once in a while.
