I was the one who got hurt by words that I've already taken seriously......
And by the means of Pain Broken heart...
A sad pain in the chest...
"Yura." He said,I was shoked by his emotionless
face with a typical pale smile.
I stayed silent, waiting for his next words.
"…will you be my girlfriend?" He said,my eyes widen as I could after I heard those words.
His soft but pale words,the airs wayed his hair to left, I mesmerized at him a little.
"What are you talk-" I was interupted by his words.
"No, just act as my girlfriend.I know Hayamie cheated on me yesterday when I was about to walk her home." His voice was low.I didn't say a word after that, it shoked my eyes more,I was more confused as ever.Trying to observe the situation clearly.
"Help me make her jelous." His words were soft of pale along with his smile.His smile was usually common for me to see.But the words made it clutch into my mind..
His pitty face reminded me of my brother who had a girlfriend that cheated on him but he moved on already.He never had another relationship after that and left to overseas for his study for universities.
I know his situation was not it was used to be,it made me sadden…
I want him to move on, rather than loving that girl again.
"I'll help you." I replied as I smile,but my inside was sadden by his words.My words shoked him deeply.
But seeing him happy after the getting her back after the fake relationship until the end.It won't last at all.
I don't mean like his like her that use peopleas tool for their greedy and selfish desire.but his situation is different,it was love vengeance that made his heart ache sadly.
"Thank you, just act like my girlfriend to make her jelous." He smiled at me as he could with relief.He waved his hand as he left the rooftop.Shutting the door close.
It was long awaited when I started gaining feelings for him....after a week of getting her jelous...
Until the next day was finally here.
I arrived to school early,I went to the classroom to find Shin but he wasn't there.I looked around the lobby as I went to the rooftop slowly step by step as I open the door slowly,but..
There I saw Shin….kissing Hayamie..
My eyes was shoked.My tears rolled down from my cheecks more from my self, I looked at them kissing each other while my heart ache deeply.
There I already realized,He already got her.
I felt my chest pulled me down as it could,my heart wince in unfortunate pain…it maid my inside shatter slowly every glance I made to them secretly.
I was happy for him,I really happy…
But deep down,why do I feel I'm not happy at all?..
I smiled along with my teary eyes..and left them.
I left downstairs and went to the garden beside the school gym.
No one comes to the garden often.Only I was the one who always come here.I sat on the bench as I hug my knees tightly into my chest.I started crying from my least expectations.I never knew this what it feels like when you'r heart broken,I feel my inside was shattered in pieces along with my heart and tears.
I felt my lungs and chest getting tighter from the minute I keep remember the scene.
This is what he felt like when Hayamie cheated on him….My tears overflow my Cheecks.
Huh?…this is strange..I never like love before because I knew it would end in a heart broken pain in the chest,…feelings would corrupt my life to be precious..
But here I am in my own experience…
I smiled there while hugging my knees tight.
My ears flow down to my cheecks more..awhile I grabbed my chest with overflowing pain.
I smiled at my very best of happiness.
But inside of me….was crying..
I smiled happily as I could with falling tears with me while looking at the sky and the green nature around me....
Thinking that finaly…the fake relationship has ended in a happy ending….I guess…
Is this really real??…
