as I look back to where the most traumatizing moment of my life I realize that it was the start
where I started to be a person I didn't want to become,I was toxic to my friends because I didn't know how to say nor did I try to ask for there help
because I didn't want them to see the me that I am ashamed of I always push them away from me or say things I shouldn't have to them and when they left me I realize I made a mistake that can never be forgiven,if I had a chance to say something to my past me I would have said
don't be ashamed of yourself and trust your friends and until this day I am still trying to be a better person so that what I and my friends suffer wasn't in vain,and to the me in the future I hope you don't push away people who are important to you and know that there are people who are worried and love you
