i don't know why I am writing but it's up to you all to read further
will you call me a fool if I told you my stupid Love Life story I once loved a boy in my school days he was a cold , quite and also kind but never showed his emotions to anyone I met him in garden he was sleeping right under a big tree at that time I felt the world most beautiful emotion that people tend to call love from that time I tried to find about him more and did got to know him soon I approached him as a friend at first he doubted me if I was joking with him for becoming friend with him but later he accepted my friendship and soon our friendship become deep and by passing time my love for him deepened I thought maybe in this year's he may have some feelings towards him an I did try to ask but failed I thought I would tell later but my dream broke after her arrival she was different from other girls kind, Lovable , funny , and rightful person and by the time passed after her arrival six months passed and he the person I loved had feeling towards the new girl he asked me how to propose a girl and I helped him but with broken heart he soon proposed her and should I call this fate or concidence that she accepted him and even said she also loved him that day I was broken I ran from school and went inside the girls washroom while running towards washroom tears rolled down my eyes and I locked my self and cried as much as I can I didn't know what to do now I cried till my emotions were out and decided that if I can't have my love , and suffered from this type of pain I won't come between them and make him go through the same pain as me after all love is not about living happily with the person but about sacrifising something and making him happy even if you cannot have that person and I never got over him how can I he was my first love and also the last and I never regretted loving him even after getting so much pain from that love
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