Have you ever thought, What it would be like if you come across or stumble on your old self, what it would be like?
The 22 year old me , upon my introspection. I feel that I have grown up to be a different self. The now me, if I had met when I was 12 year old wouldn't have recognized me at all.
Why is it that we haven't grown up or turned up to be the person who is totally different. Coming to the person who was 12 years old, used to participant in skits where I used narrate the skit in front of thousands of people, who had that much confidence to put on impact on that much people, who has grown up now can't even talk upto 10 people now.
Some must be wondering how could have that happened that right? So here is the full story.
I used to give narration and my team used to come up with first place on every level. So let's come up a bit fast forward to the age when I was 15 year old. Once I had to give speech in front of few hundreds. So when I finished my part and was leaving the stage, everyone started laughing.
So I came outside and I asked outside my mom what happened. She said to me that I made an error while giving my speech and that's why everyone was laughing.
Later I withdrew from every competition's and I isolated myself. Everyone I saw after that in that place, reminded me of that incident.
Now the 22 year me doesn't have the confidence to even give a presentation in front of my classmates. The only question is WHY.
The once confident person "me" has disappeared or vanished completely. It had so much impact on me that my self confidence has turned out to be Zero. I even doubt myself so much that I think I can't do it. Will it turn out to be a mistake again,etc. All that negative thoughts.
So you better not make fun of a person. You might even completely destroy that person's life, just for your own pleasure. It really does affect people. Some people might even take their life just because you trolled them. Don't ever do that. Live in peace and let others live.
