there is no need to know my name I am just someone who lost his lives most loved one in his grief and selfishness . I can still remember his last words
hi Alex I am sorry that I am wasting your time I know that our love is already faded but still I want to say I love you you know what it was really a tough discussion I never wanted to be a break in your career. sorry that our relationship of 10 years wasted your time and effort I know you regret having me in your life you know what I can't handle it so I am going bye I wish you a very successful life and I love you .
please come home it's your home only please don't get another partner I'm sorry that I'm such selfish person. I made your favourite food it is in the fridge rate when you come home please eat it I don't know is it delicious or not but please eat it . think it as my last wish.
sir sir
the person who is thinking all this get out from his dreams of that person whom loved him the most
today I am the most successful person in others eyes but I am I am the most unsuccessful person in my eyes today I can get anything with my money. but for whom I don't know he is not here so who is going to spend it why I became this successful he is not here he is not here he is already gone
on those 10 years I never told anybody that we were partners because I think it is weird for 2 boys fall in love . I think it was not normal but he wanted to tell everyone that I was his partner.
I can still remember the day we first fought about my job he just wanted my sometime ask me to give him time just a hour a day . but only that much I can't did for him it was usual for us to fought everyday about my job is I have someone why everything becomes like this
today I am in my fifties successful businessman the thing which I ever want in my life the thing which make me lost him the thing I promise him to show the thing which was I choose an as my career.
I have it now but I am still not satisfied why why it makes me feel suffocated .
let's get back to 25 year ago where in the school when we get into relationship he was innocent , cute and kind hearted and also obedient
I feel like he was perfect for being a girl he was not strong EN ough enough to fight for himself .
we started in our class 12th when we are in college we get into a perfect relationship which he continues until he is dead.
it it was my 13th day when I came late to home he was mad at me
each other we fought with each other said each other bad words hurtful words .
from there our relationship get bad and bad and bad
one day again fought and that was also the last day I left the house told him that he was a break to my current career if he was not in my life I will be successful and he is gone
thank you for reading my words
