should I regret for knowing them?
I asked this question to myself again and again and the answer is -MAYBE YES OR MAYBE NO!
"NO becoz-
!knowing them is a gift from God! when I used to sad ,their smile makes me smile.whenever I thought there is no hope in life then I saw your pictures ,listen your song and guess what I found a reason to live.
I know even we all know that one day you all found your love,but still can't forget the smile that appears on my lips ,that relaxation you gave me .
I wish that I can be with you even it's just a imaginary world ,even it's just for 5 second!☺️ ..... and whenever I thought about it I don't know why a smile appear on my face!
it's not only a fan and idol relationship it's beyond that! and that's why it's a -"NO".....from my heart💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
and "YES" becoz-
I know ,we all know we have to let you go, after all u also want someone who love u more than her! and we always pray to god that u may you find the love of your life. We will be happy to seeing u from afar with ur love of your life even if it hurts!......
in our imagination we used to laugh together , play together,sing together,dance together ,fun together ! but when it's come to reality🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂।।।।।
and that's why my brain said "YES!..."❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
BUT WHATEVER IT IS WE REALLY DON'T CARE, I REALLY DON'T CARE!
all I care is the relaxation ,that smile,that happiness I got from u! and
All that matter is the smile on your face -the real smile,the happiness in your life! all I want to see that smile!
I wish that God fulfill ur every wish! no sorrow can ever touch you!
I know there is lots of mistakes but all I said is from the bottom of my ❤️ heart.
A LETTER FROM A ARMY GIRL 💜