Why am I being like this?
I don't know if there's something that I miss
How did I turn into a twisted person
Sleepless nights
Useless thoughts
Don't even know if there's an end to this.
I know how to smile
But I am not able to
I know how to cry
But it's something that I can't do
Thought it would be alright
But it's more suffocating now
How did I become like this.
How?
Because of the pain
I want to cry through the night
But there are no tears left to cry
It has become harder for me to breathe
My wings are gone
I cannot fly
Have no idea how to express my pain
I'm drowning deeper and deeper everyday
Feels like I am dying....
I am dying a little inside
Every day...