I'm not sure about something
I feel I'm adopted daughter
my parents call me if they need money
I'm working and my work in house maid
my salary is only 2k but after I got it my salary is
already gone because I already send to my parents
but this is my dreams to help my parents
but my parents thinking I'm not tired about my
work I'm always smiling that's why all people in
front of me I'm really happy but deep inside I'm
crying no one ask me if I'm ok even I have fever
I'm still working.
sometimes I want to die,
im thinking to kill myself but if I die
I'm selfish and I'm not going to heaven maybe
become a ghost, no one know my pain no one
ask to take Care of myself
I don't know if they loves me because I never
ask and I never heard that in my parents to say I
love them
