I was an introverted child. I neither scored well nor good a sports i was an average child. But my mom, my mom wants only grades, Good grades. i was not favoured by my parents they would beat me if they don't like my idea. So i grew up shy timid and lone loving person unlike my brother he was a topper as well as good in sports friendly and cheerful.
My parents never asked me what i wanted to become they just decided on their own that i will be a civil servant but i have interest in art, in music, in instruments i love them . My parents never provided my money to buy instruments. To buy them i have to earn myself. I worked my ass off. I worked day and night i don't many part time jobs. Finally got the money to buy the instrument.
I buyed them i learnt how to play them composed few music myself and post on YT and Ig and many other social media apps. I got famous slowly but no one knows who i was. No one knows cause i hide my identity i hide my face so that i never got caught by my parents. Cause i was scared of them.
I got offers from many music company that i should sign a contract with them . But i refused i was scared what if i got caught. But what I feared happened i got caught.
My parents scolded me that i didn't told them about it . I hide many things from them. They even scolded me that i never listen to them. They shouted on me and said my worse things to me they even shout on me that instead of studying for my exams of becoming civil servant i have studied music. And in anger they broke my Guitar and was going to break my other instruments.
I shouted back i shouted on them for the first i shouted everything what i hid inside me . I expressed all my feelings that day. But then they threw me out of the house.
i was left alone. But i was never really alone cause i was thrown out with my instruments . I went to one of the companies that offered me to join them . I signed a contract. And now when i look back i sometimes miss my parents and regretted that i shouted on my parents but still think that i did the right thing.
Now im a big music composer and singer and my fan loves me very much but if i had would have explained to them and convinced them i think they would be supporting me now.
I miss them i miss my parents hope they doing well and also missing me. I many time go to their home
and tried to convinced them but it's of no use.
Mummy, Daddy if u r reading it i want u to know i love u and also music i love both of u same as i love music please accept me. Though I'm successful I'm nothing without u both please accept me.
