I woke up like its always begin with you.
The silence between us.Made us,who we are today.
A friend.Thats what we are,right?
Your comfortable arms are touching my skin,When everything seems complicated.Our memories stay the same but not our heart.
'When will you learn to cherish yourself over me?' You asked me,While walking at a different direction not minding the tears that are falling down into my eyes.
Without a warning,you suddenly disappeared.The only left was me,In a dark and lonely road. Crying,Shouting,and Searching from where you disappeared.
'I though being with you,Is enough for you to stay with me' My whispering heart is like a petal of a rose that can easy crumble.No matter,How you look at me the only thing on your mind was to forget little-by-little the scent that lingered in your fingers.The cold and emptiness gaze was followed by the wind that keeping me close.
'Its easy to say I Love You,right? but Why can't you?'
The unreasonable words but reasonable for each of you.The sweetness of it yet,A hurtful ending.
Can you tell me,Why can't we have a happy ending?
Is it because only fairytale has it? or Is it because We are'nt strong to stay,as we are?
Than,again.I woke up from my dream only to found myself laying on a cold floor infront of a mirror.
For a moment i was shock because of my appearance,i took a deep breath and look on it.
I touched my face,weird for its cold.My hand is trembling with fear yet,Why do i feel relief?
But I smiled for i remembered,It was'nt you that I'm afriad or got hurt because...
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'I'm Still You'
