I always talk of the other opinion.. their sadness,thier happiness ...💮
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but I never tell my TRUE FEELINGS ~
🥀how I behave is much change then how I think🌹
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🥀..I said I have FUN 🥲.. atleast it true but do I really hv?I never understand ..If u look deep down my HEART you will see how WEAK I am~**🌹
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🥀I always say I am strong to other.. but the truth Is I am scared.. from me from my future ..do I will be a good person live a good life or never get success..I always ask these questions to myself and ans them..🌹
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🥀I made me think that no need to think of future at least it true but once I get scolded very much and my mother said something that I don't like ....I know that it not true but it hurts me I loose confidence then again these questions come but that time I don't hv ans ..I try to ans but not confidently ..I ans like lie coming from mind..🌹
🥀 I think I will be kind to other and help others ..but I am not thay kind I find..I don't hv that courage to speak up..once I do a good deed I feel good..but when I do bad or nothing I feel depress but think mainly how bad I am..🌹
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🥀 earlier I don't realise anything ..I always do what other says..but now I know that how This World is..I behave like it ..that what I am today... earlier I don't stand a chance with other but now I came 1st...once I loose I try again..🌹
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🌺but still I am lacking something..I think and think but never get ans..💮
I AM NEVER ABLE TO INDENTIFY THOSE TRUE FEELINGS
