After few months i was all friendly and talkative with new classmates ,i think I've quite a weird personality am good at making friends doing conversations with them but i can't really maintain these so called relationships i make with everyone and i don't know why is that ;either am toxic or they start crossing their boundaries because am too nice?? Anyways i met a new girl which actually came from my previous section but i hadn't ever spoke with her although i came to knew about her in this section through the friend circle i sat in during lunch times ....She was humble,nice, liked dogs and especially was a cinephile. Being a total cinema addict i wanted to be her friend so badly like I'd have done anything to be her friend and i guess there was no reason for us to not be friends but dang my luck the teacher fixed our seats according to our roll numbers and i wasn't getting any chance to talk with her but the bob cut girl used to sit on the bench before her ,she used to sit alone. Oh by the way let's call her bob cut girl,her actual name is same as mine just the first initial is different which is gonna be quite interesting. So to get to know cinephile girl,after every 6th period i used to sit with bob cut girl . It was usually maths period ,the subject i hated the the most and so did my new bench mate. I became close with cinephile and gradually we became friends and then bestfriends ,she was like the girl who everyone loved and trust me she was , is and will be the best person I've ever met in my life so far. We used to talk about movies and music for hours then we would talk about clothes and our celeb crushes like perfect teenage bffs,but good times doesn't stays forever. She had to go to different city because her father got promoted, when she told me this i almost could not believe her although i didn't cried in front her i was extremely sad and i can't even express in words how it was like on the farewell party of her. I do have her socials now but we never really talked after she went away and i don't know if she's the same cinephile girl i used to know and because of that very reason i don't wanna ruin my memories i had with her .I want her to be the same innocent girl with whom I used to hangout with every weekend . But in the process of being friends with her i also became close with the bob cut ,the thing is she never objected on how i used to sit with her after every 6th period even though it was against the rules and she could get into trouble too. I remember she wasn't good at small talks,it was me only who started the conversation and the topic was why maths is the worst subject ever...
