13-02-2012
Born out of wedlock I lived with my mum. She was a very busy person but always made time for me during the weekends. Nevertheless I felt so lonely since I had no one to play with after school.
So to spend time I either watched TV or read books hoping that the summer holidays will come around quickly.I always spent my holidays with my grandparents and cousins. It was the only time of the year I didn't feel lonely.
whenever my mum returned home I always tried to tell her about my day but all she said was "I'm tired darling another time". It didn't bother me at first considering how tired she was but it had a negative impact on our relationship. Whenever I was bullied, got good grades I never told her cuz she didn't have the energy to listen... so one day when I was in the 3rd grade my mum introduced to me her would be husband. Well it didn't bother me as long as she was happy but little did I know my little peaceful life was coming to an end... After dating for sometime they finally decided to get married when I was in the 4th grade.
Well my mum who was always busy decided to settle down a little so she could take care of her family. It made me very happy even though she did that cuz she was expecting a baby. But that didn't bother me cuz I was finally gonna have someone to play with. Her husband was very kind but I never got that fatherly love from him( Well I never felt it)and it didn't bother he had already earned my trust.
welp yeah my mum gave birth to a cute little brother... I was extremely happy and decided to give him all the care and love i could. At last my bored days came to an end. After a year my mum was expecring another baby. I was in the 6th grade at that time. And thats when things took a turn.
Her husband once entered my room withouth knocking and i was nacked cuz I was just from the shower. He said sorry and left the room. It didnt bother me ( well I was still a kid no boobs nothing nothing😂). But later that night he came into my room. I thought he was there to wake me up for school instead of my mum. But he said just lie down its not yet time to wake up. I just came to check on you. He laid on my bed and as soon as i fell asleep he started touching my private part! I was petrified!!!!
