Is everything just a lie?
From the beginning up until now, is he just deceiving me?
We knew each other first.
We grew up together,
Went in the same school,
And work in the similar company.
We're even engaged, and already planning for the wedding.
I consider myself as the happiest girl in this whole world because I have him. We have each other. We're perfect.
We're meant to be.
But...
Everything has changed when you came.
To make it clear, I don't hate you or anything.
You treat me like your own sister, so do I.
I know how caring and loving you are despite of your cold demeanor. You always think of others first before yourself; willing to sacrifice your happiness for the sake of others.
Those could be the reason why I couldn't bring myself to hate you. I want to hate you, but I can't. We're sisters afterall. Not by blood, but by bond.
But, why, my adopted sister?
Of all the people, why you?
Why did my beloved fall for you?
I tried to deceive myself.
No matter how many times I see you two look at each other fondly; whenever he calls your name sweetly; and, smiles at you lovingly.
I did my best to ignore all those hints.
Then, I noticed that you started to avoid him. I was happy. Very very happy...
I just didn't expect that it was just a short-term happiness. As the days pass by, he starts to change. He won't even look at me....talk to me...smile to me... All he ever did was to look for you...talk about you....smile whenever he's thinking about you...
Why? Why would he hurt me like this?
So...I decided to do something I shouldn't have done. I gave "myself" to him... I begged him... I hope he will at least think about of all those days we've been together. Those days when there's only the two of us. And, you're still out-of-the-picture.
I did all I can do until I get sick of everything.
My adopted sister, I know you knew why I am acting like this. You are very observant afterall. You still care about me. Even if I want to make you feel that this problem exists because of you, you are still there for me. You are making it hard for me to hate you.
It's alright if you're going to take whatever you like. It's alright if you're going to make everything yours.
But...
There's only one thing that I will never ever allow you to take from me.
And, that's him...
Remember this, my beloved adopted sister...
"He's mine, not yours."
