It was a really nice day....
but a boy is struggling in his sleep......
(the boy is sleep talking now)
"why..?" "why you left me like this...?" "am I that bad...."
the boy is crying in his sleep....
tears were falling from his corner of eyes to his cheeks.....
suddenly.......
the boy....
" huff...huff".......again I have that nightmare.....why just why I can't forget about those memories.....
those memories just killing me from inside by every moment.....
I just want to live peacefully or die peacefully.....
sometimes I really wanted that I got into an accident and for that accident whether I'll die or my all memories fly away.....
why just why I forget you noona just why.....😭
(yes the boy is missing his noona who die by an accident)
that boy's POV :
hii !
I'm Kevin.
20 years old a boy who lost his everything by his own hands....
if that day it was me who died....not my lovely family......
POV end :
then Kevin went to bathroom and did his morning.....
and got ready for university....
he didn't even did his breakfast....
on the way of university he bumped into someone......
I....I'm sorry.....(Kevin said)
it's ok be careful next time....(the other person said)
btw I'm Reyan.....(the other person said)
nice to meet you.....(Kevin said)
me too.....btw can you please tell me where is the principal's office...??........(Reyan said)
yes come with me.....(Kevin said)
~ Reyan follow Kevin ~
outside the principal's office
now you can go inside......(Kevin said)
then Reyan went inside and got his schedule.....but principal told Kevin to show Reyan his class.....
now Kevin and Reyan were going to class.....
so which class are you in.....(Kevin said)
umm....class 3 from art....(Reyan said)
oh me too then let's go together......(Kevin said)
okie....(Reyan said)
they got into the class and sit together..
it's been 7 months....Kevin and Reyan are bestfriends now.....but they have feelings for each other more than friends.....not like brotherly but as lover......they didn't said anything to each other till now.....
but one day when they're coming back from university.....they didn't notice a truck was coming towards them.....
but Reyan noticed that....and then he pushed Kevin from the road....and the truck hit Reyan very badly.....there is no chance that he can survive....
and Kevin is too scared and shocked to do anything.....he went to Reyan and trembling very badly......now he suddenly started crying badly.....
"no no no it can't happen"
"why do people leave me like this"
"why just why"
"Reyan you'll be ok....I'll take you to hospital wait till then don't close your eyes "
then Reyan said something made Kevin cry even more....
"don't cry Kevin"
"I'll always there for you"
"but right now you can't do anything I have to go"
"it's painful to leave you like this"
"but I'm sleepy Kevin"
"and one more thing that I want to tell you please don't say no"
"I'll not tell me I'll do anything for you".....(Kevin said)
"I love you Kevin"
"not as friend nor as brother but as a lover"
"can you be my boyfriend Kevin"
Kevin couldn't said anything and kiss Reyan on lip lightly....
"I do.....and I'll FOREVER"
Reyan said....:
"promise me Kevin that you'll not cry"
"and be happy"
Kevin said.....:
"you idiot how dare you after confession.....how can you go like that"
"don't go na....please "
Kevin is crying his heart out.....then suddenly.....
Reyan said...:
"I'm very sleepy....let me sleep on your lap please"
😊😊
Kevin said while crying.....:
"ok sleep I'm here.....I'll protect you"
then Kevin peck on Reyan's forehead....and caressing his hair lightly.....
like that Reyan went to his dreamland forever.....
Kevin is crying his heart out....
it's been 4 years....
in those years Kevin tried to sūicide many times but......don't know how he always got saved......like someone was there always protecting him.....
now Kevin is standing in front of a grave.....with a bucket of baby breathe flower.....
yes it is Reyan's grave....
tears are falling nonstop from Kevin's eyes....
but he can feel that in this cold weather.....some warm breeze is surrounding him.....like consoling him.....
I really love you Reyan.....sometimes I really wanted that if some miracle happened and you came and hug me from behind.....but I think my fate doesn't want that.....be happy my love....wherever you are.....just be happy and be safe.....
the last word Kevin said before going is...."Did I Really Lost You...?" my love....I love you so much......
~THE END~
