Hello my dear readers! This is actually my first postory ever so I wanted to share my thoughts and feelings with you because I don't want to hide anything from you guys.
Please comment down below about your thoughts after reading this 'cause I would like to know and read it. Thank you and Have fun reading this poststory about stupid feelings of mine mwah (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤
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I have friends but.. why do I feel alone?
I have a family but... why do I feel like they don't love me?
Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes and hug me tight, and say "I know you're not". I really want to talk to someone about my thoughts and feelings but I can't.
All I want to do right now is cry and scream and let it all out because it's killing me inside.
I tell myself that I don't need anyone but the truth is nobody needs me.
It is sad really that the only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I don't want to hurt anyone but the reason I want to kill myself is because everyone is hurting me.
I really want to kill myself!!!
I'm losing myself in the fight. I'm destroying myself little by little and soon there will be nothing left to destroy and I'll destroy the only thing that I have left, myself. I'm ready to lose the war, don't save me! I want to lose, no I deserve to.
My birthday is coming up this June so, please don't greet me a "happy birthday" instead greet me a "Happy death day". Grant my last wish aleast, please.
~auVery 🥀
R.I.P
How do you feel after reading it?
Do you think that I'm depressed? Please comment it down!
If you want to stop me, then let me tell you that this is just a dare I got from Purple pie 💜 🤧
I LOVE YOU MWAH ( ˘ ³˘)♥
~The cover photo and messages are not actually from me...
ctto. (~‾▿‾)~
