My Dear, crush_ I have liked you since I was in class 3...i know you are two year older then me but...who cares
I never noticed you befor, you used to participate in dancing compition...and one day teacher forced me to dance in anual function so I have no choice so I just said okay....days passes by and the day comes when me and my group of people have to dance but befor that u kissed me on my cheek like a brother or something which "God knows"...but then I just blushed and ran because back then I was naive_
and was only class 3...and I just feels like...some other feeling which can't discribe...and class 3 just went like that
NOW, I was class 4 and after winter vacation school was reopen...i just forget bout you...but when I saw you again in the crowd I was like frozen...u looked at me and vanish...and then I realize that assembly was about to start then I ran to attend assembly but even in assembly I was staring at you and was smiling like an idiot...and in class 4 I also got to know that you are cousin brother of one of my friend...i used to do the same thing ever day I mean at school...staring at you like a creep but more Like stalking you where ever you go in your class, even if you go washroom(i used to wait for you outside the washroom) and I still remember I used to go to your class just to gain your attention
after 1-2 months summer days begain...some things happen I don't remember properly but I have to go to my friend who is my crush cousin house with my aunt but I didn't expect you to be their you were staring at me or some were IDK but it was at my distraction but I just ignore you which I don't know Why...just like that I have to go back home...
after summer break I things were the same...staring at you like a creep....but one day some boys were bulling me and you came I was so happy...not because you saved Me I was happy bacause I gained your attention...i never fight to get attention from anyone but to you it was different..and from that incident i started to talk to you little and even you respond to it...
that year I somehow pass class 4 but in class 5 I went to another school because out there because my best friend was studing and even I wanna go so I went lemme tell you that even the one who is cousin of my crush went with us...and we grew close and tell her about my crush she started to laugh but keep it secret class five just went like that
then comes class 6 I stalk you in every social media account and saw that you grow so much...class 6 also went like stalking you and talking with my friends...
one day I was in market with my cousin and was wearing one pink dress and on top of it I was wearing a white jacket white shoes I know I look Like a savage😂....but at market I was busy playing game in my phone until u bump at someone and I was like what the-....then I look at someone who was it but that person was tall and I have to lift my head for that and when I look up at and saw non other then you...i was like sorry...just a moment ago I was about to curse and now I'm saying sorry...lol
but on that day I follow you everwere though I look rediclous...after get moment I loss your track and even my sister call me to have some food and I was like no and she just snach my phone from me and I have no choice but to go with her...after few minute my sister was busy shopping and on the other hand I was having ice-cream in a very boring way because it was about to finish and just then I fell angry that I loss your track and just take a big bite...and just then you came and saw me taking a big bite of ice cream...and you chuckle at me which was embracing...
here comes class 7 I made many friends but my only 3 friends was the best and about my best friend...she-to be honest we don't talk too much at school only at hostle
and then I was forgetting about you...
until we (my 3friends) were talking about the crush topic and I remember you and talk about you alot
and....days went by and covid-19 (corona virus) came and I now I have to stay at home...but few days ago my friend send me your pic...you were wearing a black leather jacket, white T-shirt, black pant, and black shoes...amd you look dam gorgeous
I never know that it called a crush utill I was class 5...my friends from previous school said that you are a playboy...and have lot of ex-girlfriend also will never notice Me...but you know they said I have great choice...😁...but who Cares...but your playboy style is the thing that attract me the most...strangr right even my friends said the same thing..
thinking back then I was like-i just have crush on you since I was class 3 and that's pretty young age...i still remember the day I have crush on you that was 23 August 2016....
I think hope you will notice me someday...and If you don't I swore I will chase you....
