when i was a kid i desperately needed my dad's love sure he says he love's me but that's not entirely true in my family favoritism was one of the things i hate about them. my aunt's favor my cousin's my mom favors my brother my dad favors my little sister the only one left was me my grandma use to love me but she died,grandma also favored my dad
Whenever my little sister gets something or rather wants something my dad would always give it to her for example in my birthday i wanted no i didn't want it my dad promise me that he'll give me a phone but in the end he just said next month next day until the day of my sister birthday arrive my dad talked to me and said
"you'll understand right your sister needs it more than
you do "
"ofc i couldn't say no cause he already bought it for my sister"
i told my dad. it's ok I'll wait i wanted to say "why do you have to favor her " but i couldn't so i jokingly said "ha it's already been months. you haven't gotten me a phone"
my dad's sister gave him a phone he gave it to me it was all cracked up but you know what happened when my sister's phone got a scratch he immediately got it fix another good example it was my sister's birthday my dad got him a giant present but when it was my birthday my dad would say "we don't have money right now" hmmm this seems familiar even so if my dad threaten me like that i still loved him but i guess he still won't be able to complete his promise my birthday is at nov 6 he still haven't made that promise come through i know im acting childish but what can i say not in my life had my family ask if I'm oky or not
oh well i guess I'm spending my birthday alone again😂😅while writing this I'm actually crying thinking "why am i so stupid"
although my dad saids I love u i know in his heart that my sister will always come first before me
