I wore a mask outside my home/room.
I had never forgotten to put it on before leaving.
Every one praised me alot for my facadeness.
They didn't 't know that what they see is a lie and a facade.
They didn't 't know the real me.
And I had always tried my best to maintain my facadeness in front of others.
I never lost my balance until the very moment.
And I thought that I would never let anyone to see the real me,
And to let them judge me for my reality.
Today also, I wore it before leaving.
But suddenly, I stumbled upon a small and fell on the ground.
I wasn't hurt, but I broke the mask.
I panicked very much.
Now every one will be able to see the real me that I hid very accurately from every one up until now.
I first hid face.
I'm not going to let anyone see me.
I covered my face with a scarf.
Then I picked up the pieces of the mask and put them inside my bag.
Then I ran looking for a desolated place.
I found one and felt relieved.
I always have glue with me (in case of any mishap by chance).
I tried to join the mask persistently.
It joined but didn't get to its original form.
I don't have a choice but to wear it today like that since I was late for my work.
I put the broken mask on my face.
It didn't look good at all.
Then I walked towards my office.
I saw many people and flinched a little.
But today I have to face all the people with the broken mask on my face.
Many different types of questionable thoughts came to my mind.
'What would happen if all people see that I wear a mask?'
'What would they think of me?'
'Would they be disappointed in me if they find my facadeness?', and so on...
After a lot of conflicts inside my head, I pulled my self together.
'No, I have to do good. Nothing bad will happen.'
With this thought in my mind, I walked towards my office gate.
The guard greeted me like usual.
I greeted him back.
I went inside and greeted everyone, and they greeted me back.
Nothing seemed unusual to me.
Everything happened as their usual pace.
I regained some confidence.
But...
... To be contd.
