Yourself is about your own, I mean yourself was you. Its about what you loved and what you hated.
no matter how yourself looks like, it's always had it's own charm. try to admit yourself, try to take care of yourself, try to make them happy with what you doing. No one would changing you, only yourself can. Belive me, if you admit yourself, if you trying to love it's cons, you will blooming like a tulip, or a rose 🌸 sakura too.
I'll tell you about my story, don't laughing at it bcs it's a bit ridiculous and painfull (for me).
When I was on High school, I got an accident that causing my face look like a monster, the acne are everywhere of my face. And also it's make a little hole on my face. I was thinking that my life has end, you know, everyone ignoring you, everyone keep their distance from you, it's so hard. and belive me, I begin to hating myself, I hate the every piece of it. But the times goin and going straight, I learning that only me can changing the situation, so I decided to take care of my self especially my face, Im doing some treatment, and traditional treatment also, until i reaching one moment that I realized myself is precious to me, only me can change the whole situation that I've been created by myself before. Then until now, my face glowing and better, And I was admided my self so people smiling at me and they start interesting with me because I showing them I was myself, and I had a talent that they didnt have, that is my CHARM. (This is real story of me) 🍀🌸.
And one more, You need to find out what is your passion is.