NOTE: Reality struck us too much pain. But if still keep living in our own world without facing those things that keep existing, we all die regretting.
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I was walking in street reminiscing things. And all I want is to die. This so much pain I'm having right now is killing me slowly. Why life must be so unfair?
My family are good and nice but sometimes they didn't think about me. They usually compare me to my little sister! How good she was better than me.
"Be like your little sister!"
"Can't you do anything good?! Look at your sister!"
They didn't appreciate how I work hard for them to be proud of me. I was always an inferior for them.
Here comes my friends. I thought they treat as their friends too but when I'm not looking, they are just backstabbing me.
"She's just nothing!"
"Yeah, she's irritating!"
"Her life was too much drama!"
When I need them the most, they turn their back on me. The day I cry is the day they were laughing happily. It's like I didn't exist at all.
Lovelife? I'm suck on that things. I'm not such into relationship but not until I meet him. He treat me special and I fall for that. Many things happen between us and still we manage to hold on with each others arms. We don't have a label, but we can call our relationship as MU. I thought that we'll last longer but my heart ache when he admit that he still love her.
"I'm sorry but I still love her. I can't return back the love you have from me."
But I smiled to him and replied.
"I'll wait. I'll keep holding on. Don't force yourself to forget her. Move on slowly and I'll always be here for you."
But still he let go of me.
Now, what reason can I have to live when my reason to live was my reason to die?
I stop walking when a bright light was heading towards me. Until a loud bang was heard in the middle of the street.
I was looking at the sky.
"What a beautiful night it is to rest." I said before my vision get blurry and I fall into a dark abyss.
Author: Thank you for reading 💜
