" After taehyung's death jeongguk found letters addressed to him " šš„
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Dear gguk,
I fell in love with you the first time I saw you, I never believed in love at first sight.
but I could never forget the feeling I had when I saw you smile at me, the way your eyes sparkled, the way you said my name.
you flirted with me and I was so happy. You put your hands on my shoulder and gave me the prettiest smile I've ever seen, you entirely took my breath away.
but as soon as " he " stepped in the room your eyes, your smile and your hands all of it was gone.
you hugged him and smiled but what hurt the most,
when you kissed him and introduce him as your boyfriend.
I just knew in that moment I would be nothing but a friend to you.
- Taehyung
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Dear Gguk,
I kept my mouth shut, I didn't tell you how I felt.I just accepted the fact I could at least be your best friend.
I was by your side and I was happy about that. It hurt when you talked about him or when he picked you up. But I didn't say a word.
I know you didn't know how much it hurted inside, but I was a coward that didn't want to loose you.
He made you happy and he treated you right, that was all that matters.
you were happy, even if I wasn't.
- Taehyung
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Dear Gguk,
I remember the day you came to me, smiling so bright, I have never seen you so happy.
you told me he proposed you, you showed me the ring and told me how he proposed with so much happiness.
It destroyed me, it felt like you ripped my heart out of my chest, it hurted so much... I wondered didn't you see how much it hurted me?
how sad I was? you really believed when I said I cried because I was happy for you?
no I cried because I was so hurt, seeing you getting engaged to another man.
it broke me jeongguk.
-Taehyung
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Dear Gguk,
I know you never seeing this but I hope you never know why I committed suicide.
I don't want you too feel sorry for me, I lost my job, my friends and I felt pathetic for loving a married man.
I was a coward and it's my own fault for not saying a thing, but I couldn't live with this anymore, I was broken.
everyday just past in a blur. I was happy when I was by ur side, but it got less and less.
please forgive me for being a pathetic coward.. for not saying anything and taking my life.
I'm so sorry jeongguk.. I'm so so sorry my love for disappointing you, for leaving you I love you jeongguk for now and forever
-Taehyung
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Dear Taehyung,
I found your letters..If I had known how bad it was, you still would be here..I'm so sorry for not seeing it..
after I heard what happend you didn't even know how much I cried.. I lost my best friend that day.. how could you do that to me.
I couldn't even tell you I loved you too. really wish you had told me.. I always loved you but I knew i didn't had a chance..
guess we're both cowards taehyung.
I miss you so much.. I should have been there for you, but I kept my distance.. I'm married I knew he didn't deserve it, when I spend so much time with you..
but I didn't know it made everything worse..I told him how much I loved you and we got divorced.. I knew I would never love someone as much as I love you.
I'm so sorry tae.. I wish I could turn back time and tell you how I'm feeling about you... we could be together by now.
I will never forget you and I will always love you no matter what.
I promise we see each other again.
I love you so much for now and forever.
- love jeongguk
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20 years later
" what time did he pass?"
6:27 am"
- I promised you we will see each other again. I love you, taehyung
- I love you too, jeongguk
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