Heyy wake up Nathalie!! its already 5 am and you're still asleep?.. get up now!! and prepare breakfast.. its your use in this house.. so do it emmidiately!!
I heard someone yelling at my front door.. and im not surprise who's voice it is.. because she was my step mother.. and will always be..
Ouchh, f*ck i stepped on a nail.. what the heck? *continue walking*
As usual, i will do all the household chores.. then should help step mother's daughters, they are Rhiane and Lory.. i should be doing all their homeworks and projects.. its because step mom dont want them to be tired making those..
oh yeah, so here it goes..
My name is Nathalie Pevensie, when i was 8 yrs. old my mother died in a car crash, i was in merely pain and sadness when my mom died.. i feel like i was torn apart.. she was the first one to care and love me.. but it turns out that she was the first one who leaved me behind.. and from that day, i always stay in my room.. dad is always busy at work, he was a well knowned bussiness man, and i know he works hard for it..
But one cold and rainy day, Dad came home with a young pretty woman.. she has a pretty body.. at first i thought that she was my father's co worker.. but i thought wrong.. my father called me and said, "sweet heart this is your new mommy" then the woman smiled to me and said in an angelic tone "darling i will take care of you" but i was so shocked and dont know what to do.. i know dad loves mom so much, but why, he replaced mom that quick.. my tears fall one at a time..
then i ran, my father shouted at me, but i ignore it.. what i want is to start a new life with dad.. but how come he choose another woman.. i feel anger, pain and sadness and i dont know how to express it.. i hid unto my room, locked the doors and remain there for almost 3 days.. i feel so weak.. my eyes are swollen and my stomach aches a lot..
Nathalie!! are you listening to me!! are you day dreaming you b*tch, i said prepare our breakfast.. *slap nathalie twice* it seems like i need to dicipline you again..
Im sorry madam *serious face* i will prepare your breakfast.. please wait patiently..
Even i tried to escape they always caught me.. and always hurt me, sometimes they smack furnitures unto me or even vases.. it really is painful but i keep it silently.. i treat the wounds by myself.. it takes 3- 4 days before it totally heal..
Here is your breakfast madam, please enjoy..
sometimes i wish, what would it be if mom did'nt die that day, will i be happy atleast.. *bitter smile*
My body, its so weak that i move so slow while walking.. and sometimes i tripped down the stairs.. every night.. i feel so uncomfortable because of my cuts, its so painful
How i wish, i could fly like the birds in the sky, they are free..
I saw mom out of the window.. smiling at me and say "come my child" i cried a lot and smile..
i ran towards the window and jump..
that feeling was like flying..
*crash*
I feel down the window and it made my whole body crushed to the ground.. my blood was all over.. but its okay.. i dont need this life anyway
