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Author: ๐ spider ๐
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it was a long day like yesterday without no one by
my side no wall to speak nor no shoulder lean on
I was always alone so I never cry because I'm lonely
cause I get used to be alone but I always ask God
before I close my eyes to fall in my dreamland that
why me ? why it have to be ? why no one wants me ?
but he never replies and I think he always wants to
bully me when I think my life is just " heart of tears
smiles on my face " he come : his smile vanishes
all my tears in my heart , don't know why but I feel
like my heart is flying in the air full of butterflies
in my stomach ๐ง๐ ,,, then I decided that I will
one day I will make him mine ๐ my Suga trust me I
will make you mine ๐
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my heart always beats fast whenever his eyes meet
mine ๐ then I decided to stalk him and I was
success ๐ I follow him 24/7 I want to see him
every second I want to be with him every moment
soon 1 and half year passed away and I'm still in
stage one so I decided to take action ๐ and
propose him but tears covered my eyes when I see
him proposing ๐ญ๐ญ no don't overthink he is not
proposing to me but to her then I decided to not
a cruel man I want him to be happy with her cause
I don't want to hurt that smile which make me smile
truly without my teeth so I decided to give up and
be in my own lonely life after all I'm the prince of
loneliness ๐ฉ
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it's been a month since I see him even my heart
missing his smile , my eyes missing his eyes , my
heart missing his heart I know the truth that I'm just
a lil Stanger to his heart โจ so I decided to focus on
my studies I'm in my second year of engineering ๐
so im focussing more on my weak subjects whereas
him my Suga he has top student of third year I hope
I have a brain like him ๐ญ. .... shit shit shit shit !!!!!!!!!
why iam again thinking about him that brat gave a gf
(((fighting in his brain by saying he have a gf gf gf gf
gfgf))
oiioii!!!! I shout so loudly that everyone in the library
eyes on me in embarrassment I low my head down
say sorry to everyone by bowing without looking at
them ..then I hear I voice of smiles , the smiles
which I have been missing for a month , I
immediately turn my head just to see him with her
I can't control it my tears who always hide in my
heart suddenly falling onto my cheeks where he
don't even give me a glimpse it aches in my heart
I again question why me ? god why me ? I lack my .
backpack and ran from there cause I'm scared to
show him my tears ...I ran I ran till my legs aching
I ran till I reach a point of no way then I realised that
I came so far from my house but my heart's says
from him ;;;;; from him ......)))(((((
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it's been one week like everyday I go to my class
with a little dizzy ๐ฉ way I really hate learning as
in every Chinese drama you see that a orphan boy
like will work hard study well have group of friends
a lover a jealous boy that's all just imagination and
in real life a orphan boy like me will be like me no
one like studies ๐ญ๐ญ I go to the class on time like
everyday not because I always wake up on time
it's because I have pay fine for being late and I
don't wanna waste my money so that's the reason ..
and it's been almost my ending of second year and
still I don't have a one close friend of mine ๐ฉ
...
the professor p' yan come and started her lecture
and I acted all concentrate while my brain is
sleeping but someone come in the middle
introducing himself sawade Krupp ๐ and yeah
like always girls in room scream ahhhhhhhhhh!!!
like today is the last of the earth this girls are
really weird sometimes as they always act like all
grown ups like maturity ๐ฉโจ and the professor tell
him to sit beside me then I raise my hand and see
him like in hope of having a new friend and yeah
he is so friendly we become talkative in classroom
as my backbenchers start giving me a weird look
like look he is talking oh god jimin is talking ..
yeah I have mouth I can talk I'm not mute I sulking
on my brain but at some point I agree to them cause
it's been 2 years yeah almost 2 years and I'm not
so friendly with anyone but why him ??? they looking
like that and I can guess their questions ๐ but I
somewhat feel like I know him his name is Kim
Taehyung ;!!!!! and he said his brother also transfer
to here and he is in third year if engineering ๐
we talk all the things yeah I don't listen to one class
all my ambitions on becoming great student is on
ashes ๐ญ he talk about his boyfriend sorry sorry
his cold , bossy , over protective or possessive
lover mr.jeon jungkook yeah ofcourse I look at him
amused cause jeon companies are no.1 world
and his brother name I forgot it but I remember he
love someone he told me he will introduce him to
me I'm happy cause in a day I'm going meet 4 new
friends yeah jk, rm , his brother , tae when in 2 years
I gain no friends in one day everything is possible
tae tae become my baby brother and we talk till the
lunch bell rang ....we look at eachother and start
laughing cause we remember professor p' yan in the
class but now it's already break how them we
realise we keep on talking in our own world without
realising did the teacher go or come ๐๐
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we go to canteen I'm so happy cause I'm not eating
alone today I have friends the thought of eating
with someone makes me to fly on clouds โบ๏ธ he
message his brother , and his lover and his brother
that he is in canteen ,,, but someone wave his hand
yeah it's jk but behind I see a familiar person it's it's
JIN HYUNG my eyes again covered with tears I just
ran fast and hug him like koala when everyone in the
canteen look at me so amused even tae too
jin eomma back hug me and said I miss you baby
which makes rm hyung sad yes he misunderstood
but I don't have time to say we are not dating
cause I'm scared that he will leave me again my jin
eomma ๐ I hug him more tightly ๐ค I don't even
observed Suga is just right behind jin seeing me
with sad eyes but I don't give a eye to him or just
telling that I didn't .
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we sit on the table while jk and tae go to bring us
some food while rm and Suga hyung are looking at
us with full of questions but they don't even open
their mouth to ask while me and jin eomma are like
hyung why do you leave me ๐ญ
(Suga and rm thinking that jin leave him means they
are dating but he leave him in middle))
++++ I'm not good at explanations+++++
jin hyung tell no no baby I have to
soon jk and tae come with food on their hands
((tae see me like look I'm carrying three plates give
me a hand ))
I take 2 plates of food and give one to jin hyung
and one to me
((while rm hyung do the same he give one to Suga and one to him))
we all have a awkward silence I'm eating my food
waiting like why no one is speaking then jk asked
jin hyung how do you know jimin ?
((when I hug jin hyung I introduce myself that I'm jimin sane class as tae actually I'm a introvert so tae introduce me and I stand there like a poal))
and I said oh ! actually we are mates and we know
eachother when I was 5 and he was 6
then jin hyung said no pabo when you are 6 and I'm
7 then I replied I also said the same with little pout ๐ฅบ
then he said meyo
soon tae asked wait when he is 7 mean we live in
orphanage so you are CHIM CHIM ๐ฅบ
((again everyone looking at us ))
and I replied yes tae bear ๐ป ๐๐ค
and he said oh baby I missed you this 8 years
I replied yeah me too
but tae not observed that his bf looking at me like
I snatch his phone then I said ahem jk actually he is
my baby brother and he is like my eomma ( I said
while pointing fingers towards jin and tae )
when I said I see rm and Suga hyung looking like
they are so satisfied with my answer
and after few days we are so close to each other but
I never speak even a little word to Suga even he too
then one day I know that the girl who I think it's his
gf is actually her sister ๐
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and after 3 months I was in third year jk, rm, Suga
and jin eomma are in fourth year maybe rm hyung
think it was to late or what but he proposed to jin
eomma and he accept him not so soon but after 3
days may be rm hyung thinking that my eomma is
world wide handsome if I will not propose now
all the hungry singles will court him ๐คญ๐คญ๐คญ
we all go to pub because of this happy news my
eomma and appa are no longer together !!!
then I see like I want to drink even tae asked the
same but without even our words complete Suga
and jk said no!! even eomma and appa agree to .
them , I was drinking my juice while scrolling my
Mobile then someone approached me then I look up
to see his face then I'm shock to see our third year
top ranker is in a pub then I think even Suga hyung
who is first in whole engineering no no in his whole
four year of engineering he us first in everything if
Suga is there he can be too !!!
then I ask oh mark what are you doing here ?
then he said just catching up with Friends !
then I look around cause I see no one but he said
he is with his friends then I think may be he come
with not my classmates !!!
then he take my hand and said no I lied I followed
you here !
then I asked why ?
while Suga hyung is looking at me so fiercely
he said he loved me and he trying to hug me
then when Suga hyung come and push him away
and punch him and he take my hand and drag me to
his car and without listing to my words to drive to
apartment and make me sit in his living room while.
go to look the door and I sit there all dumb head ๐
then he look at me so angerly then I took up the
courage and said Suga hyung why are you angry ?
then he said oh ! you finally speak with me ! and it
took you whole there years right !!!
I sit there cluelessly ..
and then I kissed him when he cry and sad he like
me before I know him when I was in highschool
so it feels like he knows me best ..
we are together we are always love eachother and one thing that day he is practicing with his sister how to propose to him and her sister tell me he always practice how to propose even I house or outside and he call me jimin , baby , mochi ๐ I laugh at those words and Suga backhug me and said oh my wife and my sister are making fun of me I'm so happy I'm lonely single life gonna away ๐
and thanks to God because it's me instead of why me I have Suga ๐ง
.......................extra scene........
in bed ))
I teased Suga oh baby how you proposed me jimin no-no baby no-no mochi ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐
then he said I'm not like you baby your stalking skills
I said like you know
and he said that person will be fool if they not notice
this cutie pie of mine
so we point out eachother attention we want their attention cause we love eachother we need them and lastly he is the first who love me before me ๐
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