Have you guys ever wondered, how does it feel to live as your opposite gender?? Well that's pretty interesting, isn't!??
Hello guys, I am Pearl. I always wondered how does it feel like to be a boy. I always envied them. Basically, I really loved them.. like how cool they are, how free they can be from all this society regulations, well you kinda know what i mean , right??
And while i was wondering about those stuffs, i got introduced to the genre "BL" and for some reasons I found it more interesting and romantic than the everyday romance.
I liked it so much that I thought that if I were a boy, i would definitely be a gay!!!!
Well that was my mere fantasy, so i never thought this through that much, untill that happened to me.
On a very fine day, i was walking down to my home from school. It was a tiring day with lots of work to do.It was pretty normal for me. As i was extra worked out today, i decided to take a shortcut which included the main road too.
Well as a matter of fact, I used to switch my paths alternatively so i remembered every path very clearly.
So as i was walking, I was playing with my phone and earplugs too. I got too much into it that I almost lost the sense of my surrounding.
The next moment I looked around, I was already on the main road and just the very moment when i looked up, it was blank.....
I could hear screeching sound and people's taking. Someone was yelling, " Call 911. This girl has already lost so much of blood".
And as for me.. i was feeling so weak and light that i closed my eyes. I drowning in the darkness. It was silent and peaceful and I thought this is the end of me.
I could feel weak whispering in my ear. There are people around me. I tried to open my eyes and found myself on the bed. As soon i woke up, they gathered around me. I was feeling lucky that I didn't die.
I tried to speak up and say thank you to those people who helped me.
"Th-......" ( gasp)
What??!!!! What the heck!!!??? How does my angelic voice sound so terrible. They were looking at me with interrogating manner.
I asked them politely, " What happened to me?"
"Nothing serious, my child. My son found you drowning in the river so he bought you here."
"River????"
"Yes"
But I remember that I was hit by the truck!!! What the hell happened to me??
There was a mirror beside me on the desk where my bed was. I can't believe what I saw!!! There was boy!!!!!!!! And that was none other than me.
I am a boy?? How the hell this turned out like this? I thought and thought a lot and came to an conclusion that I WAS REINCARNATED AS BOY!!!!
I was just trying to make myself adjusted to all of this but then, she asked me,
"What is your name, young lad? How come you were drowning in the river?
What am i supposed to answer to this?? I don't know anything. So i just said,
"Umm.. I am sorry but i dont remember anythi.."
" Don't question him too much, mom. He must be tired right now. Let him rest"...the son of the lady and my saviour interrupted between.
And I was was starring him blankly cause he was best piece of art I have ever seen. He was so handsome. God!!!! I was fallen in love with him at first sight.He had a amazing body too.
"What?" he asked.
And without thinking , I said what was on my mind.
" You are very handsome".
Oh god!!! What is wrong with me..?? How rude must i have been sounded right now. I am so embarrassed and when i look at him....,huh???
He was blushing. !!!!! I can't believe what i saw but then he hide his face and walked out of the room hurriedly.
"Ahem.. Ahem"
Oh no!! I forgot his mother was in the room only..
"Umm.. I -"
"Don't worry about it boy. I don't mind. I am modern, you see."
"Ohh mam. That's not I what I meant" embarrassingly.
"Oh dear. no worry. To tell you the truth i kinda like you and my son is a gay. Now i must take my leave. You rest as long as you want. Treat it as your home."
What??!?? What kind of mother can say so proudly like that??!! I was so shocked but kinda relieved though.
I was alone in my room. So i took some time to gather my thoughts. So much had happened in a single day. I was dead. I became a boy and fall in love with a boy too. Well, isn't that make me a gay then?!! But then also I am happy.
Wait a sec. I need to go to tiolet. Tiolet?!!! So then i would be able to see that thing, right???
I stood up and walked out of the room. But i dont know which directions to go. So I used my insticts and thought it should at the end of the house, right?? Well that's usually it is like, isn't?
So i got to the end of the hoyse and saw a door and opened it up. I was feeling so proud of my instict, but what!??
This wasn't a toilet rather it was that boy room.
"Oh. I am sorry. I thought it was a ti..o.. let"
He was watching a porn and none other than gay porn. He hurriedly put dowm his phone and threw the tissues in the bin and came towards me with rushing steps. To be honest, I was scared that he might yell at me or worse might hit me!!
I fliched and closed my eyes and i could fell the steps were pretty close to me and then stopped.
He came closer and slamed me. He was leaning towards me and i could feel his breath. I opened my eyes slowly and he said,
" You interrupt me. Wanna complete it?
What was that?? I could feel my heart pounding so hard and didn't know where to look. so i lowered my gaze and then he whispered,
"Oh. So you wanna touch it, huh?"
He didn't give any time to even answer it or correct myself. Then he grabbed my hand and pushed it to his thing.
I could feel it throbbing and it's warmth and could tell that by no means it was something small.
I wanted to resist him but found myself slandering myself to him. And I couldn't hate him whatsoever. I found his actions so cool. And i was slowing starting to lose my mind.
He then took my hand and slide it inside his trouser.
And then his other hand slided to my waist and he pulled me closer.
We were now so close. His lips came closer to mine and the next moment they were linked together. Those soft and rough movements blanked my mind. I was no longer me.
His tongue intertwined with mine as if they were lasting for each for so long. And down there, his hands touched my thing and left me trembling.
I was quivering in his hands and for god knows how long we went like this. And then he whispered in my ear,
" From the moment I saw you, i knew it that I love you"
And that made my heart go crazy like hell. I submitted myself by saying,
" It was the same for me too"
Then he hugged me so tight and took me to his bed and went all way. I was mesmerized by him and loved him at first sight.
I think everything happens for reason and it was destiny, my fate that brought me to you so suddenly. I never knew i could meet you, but i did which is amazing in itself.
I am amazed at the beauty of fate.
