I have a crush.
I proposed him once but I got rejected.
After that we didn't talk for around 2-3 months when I suddenly returned back.
I thought I had moved on but I hadn't.
I still love him. We talk as if we're lovers and I just want him to know that I love him.
I doubt if he loves me. Because he's a type of guy who hates being in a relationship and thinks he can do that whenever he's bored.
I never told him anything bad and even if I did- He tells me straight away if he's hurt by it or no so I apologise immediately.
He thinks that I have crush on someone else but damn- if only he knew it was him.
If only he knew how much I want "me" to be "us".
How badly I crave for his attention and love.
How badly I want his touch.
How badly I want him.
Sad that I can't always get what I want.
But I still want him TT
