To my lovely and my sweet bestie,
(Not mentioning her name, forgive me ๐)
This is not just a simple story or writing, I wrote this to confess true feelings for my best friend. (Not the romantic one. ๐ I mean true friendship) โค๏ธ
Do you remember the first time we met ? ๐ I guess we were five or six years old at that time. It was the first day of our school too. At that time some students took away my things. Not too major, just a few pencils and erasers. Ya, I got angry but I didn't want to to get into any fight, so I let it slip.
When our class started, and when the teacher started taking our roll calls, I noticed you. Just when the teacher called your name and you said "present ma'am", I saw you at that time.
I wanted to make friends with you. But I was shy. Later I saw you in the break time playing with someone. I guess some kind of stupid children's game. ๐ But I stored that stupid little game in my heart forever. ๐
Then I tried to the join in, "can I play too ?" And then you agreed in such a sweet way that I became happy instantly. ๐
The moment I saw you, I knew that you would be friendly and I was correct.
Anyway leaving that besides, whenever I get into any danger and hardship, you support me๐. I remember, once when I was overgoing a real, massive burden and was kinda miserable I guess, no one helped me at that time.
I was afraid. I was frightened and alone. I was breaking apart. ๐ And just when I thought that I would sink into the dark completely; you came and lightened me. Lightened my soul so bright, that I forgot my troubles. Well now don't ask what that situation was about. ๐
I can't forget the hardships I had, I can't forget the scars I have, but you make me happy and feel better, and to overcome the sadness, this is exactly what true friends do, and I love you for this.
You are someone whom I can share all my secrets with and you are always there, giving a hand, planting beautiful flowers inland, it is you who mends a broken heart, as you are beautiful and smart.
That time I cherished you so deep, so deep into my heart and I didn't wanted to lose you. So, I clinged onto you like a glue. ๐ I guess you found that annoying many a times. ๐ฃ
I even feared 'what if some day I annoy you ? What if you get angry on me ? Would you still be friends with me after that day ?' I was afraid, so afraid 'what if you break our friendship someday ?'. But thankfully that day never came. And I hope it would never come in the future too. ๐ So I'll keep on annoying you more ๐.
So altogether it's been almost 9 years since we are together and I want to make it a life. I want to stay together with you for my whole life. ๐
There were even many times when I got jealous. Got jealous of the people whom you stayed with for too long. But that jealousy ended soon. Because you didn't ignore me. You added me in your little gang too. ๐คญ
But actually it's my fault that I couldn't talk to you every day at school. Because just like a little child I also love to play. Heehee... ๐
You know that sports is my passion. I can't leave it. But many a times I abandoned it just to spend my long break with you. (*Hey not really 'abandon'. Don't misunderstand. ๐*)
You are the peanut to my butter, the moon to my sky, look cute when you smile, always win and come first, you are the one I am never envious of, love the time when you are around.
I am sad because this lock-down has stopped me from meeting you. ๐ But I'm glad that I'm still getting texts and calls from you. ๐
Well, I have much and so so much more to say, but...
I guess I'll end here ๐
This sounds like a weird story I guess ๐๐๐
Anyway lastly just remember I love u more than anyone else, ๐ my dear bestie~ ๐
My heart beats for you and yours for me. My help is always for you and you're for me. My love is enchanting, your care is mesmerizing ๐, you're my best friend, ๐ I'm your best friend ๐