how are you now..?
It's been a while since we talked to each other..
I wonder if you and I can be friends again...just like the old times...
do you still notice me...?
I miss the times we spent together...!
Dear ex bestfriend...
I hope your okay... I hope we can still talk to each other...It's been a month since you break and let go of our friendship... I remember the thing we said to each other that... "WE WILL BOTH FULFILL OUR DREAM TOGETHER"....now that you left me, I have no one.. when Im feeling depressed you are the first person that will ask me if Im okay... I will say Im fine... then you buy ice cream for me... that days makes me feel calm...and happy...but now the fact that you left me... The pain that I have in my chest becomes more painful... I say to them "Im fine" but I am not...you are the only person that really cares and know my feelings... I missed you... hope to see you again...
Years had passed..
Im grade 9 now... Im wondering if your okay... Im still waiting for you to come back... do you have new friends or bestfriend?.. you know what... I can't stop crying all night... please save me... my heart can't take the pain anymore...It's killing me slowly...please hold my hand...don't leave me like this in the ocean...it's cold...deep..down here...don't let me sink slowly in this cold hell.... I'm begging...please save me... my heart is screaming because of pain..please come back...
Another years had passed
Dear ex bestfriend, I am in college now. I've realized as the time goes by that you will never come back... I just realized that...I should face the reality..the fact that...I have no one...that I am all alone in this hell life....I just wanted to say "THANK YOU" for the double pain that you caused to me because you left me... thank you for making me feel dead...I hope your having a good life...without me.. I'll now keep my hoodie and mask on... with my headset and some music that will make me...more feel alone...while Im listening to this song.. I cried silently in a cold dark room...
