trust me ๐๐๐๐ I knew exactly how it feels not to worry about the things that are happening around you I knew how it feels to cry in the shower alone so no body knows that you cried I knew how it feels to be pretending to be alive in front of everyone even when you're dead I knew how it feels to make an excuse to someone who asked you why you're eyes are red and swallow I knew how it feels to tell them " no they are not I just took a shower and some soap went into my eyes" I knew how it feels to be abused raped by the people you trusted I knew how it feels to be alone at night I knew how it feels to be impure I knew how it feels to wait someone to fall asleep so you can fall apart I knew how it feels to be replaced by everyone I knew how it feels to think you don't deserve anything even after you suffer hell ๐๐๐๐ believe me I knew how exactly it feels to be lonely ๐๐๐ so you won't feel anything I knew exactly how it feels ๐
