I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL OF LOVE.
I'm not interested when it comes to love maybe because of the people i see getting hurt because of love.
There are many obstacles when it comes to love, and then you will see that there is a man who will not hurt you and a man
who will only love you.
There are many things that I don't understand and that is , you just want to love but you get hurt.
and because of that i was not interested in love , the reason that i don't want to get hurt.
and one day, the rain nonstop and until we reached home from school, and because i didn't bring an umbrella, I just took a shelter with the other student who didn't have an umbrella.
waiting for the rain to stop,
while others are being picked up by their parents.
and i keep looking at the rain, i don't expect anyone to pick me up because my parents won't leave work just to pick me up from school.
we only have a few students left,
until a boy student came near holding an umbrella.
:Do you fetch someone?
He asked me while looking at me, and I will just look at him when i answer.
:I didn't fetch anyone, i'm just waiting for the rain to stop and then I might be able to go home.
:Do you want to come with me?
:Huh? maybe someone is waiting for you.
of course, we need to know if he has a girlfriend , it's difficult what other people might think.
:I stare at you since earlier , I didn't have an umbrella earlier and because my sibling came I sent an umbrella just in case i can reach you.
I was a little embarrassed by what he said to me.
and because of his kind face, I went with him.
He asked me how i feel when it rains.
I said "Peace"
why peace? He asked me so my answer is "because all the pain that you feel, you will just cry after that you will be able to sleep , when you sleep you will feel the peace of your mind and heart"
he looked at me and said " at this moment I'm loving the rain"
and i smiled and just a rain stop
I said...
:okay, I'll just be here, Thank you.
:I'm glad i talked to someone on my last day here.
and because of what he said I suddenly became sad.
:why won't you come back here?
:Im glad to know something about rain because somehow, whenever it rains, i have something to think about.
after he said goodbye I saw the smile in his eyes.
at the same time he turned back on me,
along with the sadness I felt.
Because of what i felt, I was told that there is nothing wrong in loving even though you are hurt many times.
- LIKE THE RAIN THAT WILL STOP AND THE SUN WILL SHINE-
-HOPEFULLY THE RAIN WON'T STOP AND HE STAY BY MY SIDE-
