Sometimes I think loving him wasn't a bad decision . It was just my bed luck .... For my bed luck we couldn't be together.... it's just that...he never said no to me ... Maybe it was for the money my parents paying him... maybe he thought if he say no to me then I won't wanna study with him anymore ... And he will lose a tution ... But what about me ?! What was I doing... I was such a stupid girl ?! When he wrote a whole essay to propose me what did I do?! I replied that... I didn't love his crying face I loved the smile he has .... ?! What the fuck was I thinking at that time?! I knew he was a fucking asshole.. I knew he was a bastard then why ?! Why I was playing with him ?! Does he worth it ?! He worth my attention?! Oviously no ... He doesn't worth it...then why ?! Why did I done those things ?! Why...
