What do I want
This question lingers in my ear
Like a melody over and over again
Is it money power or love
I can’t answer this simple 4 word question
What do I want
What I want is understatement
But can it be given to me
I want that warmth you feel when you are loved
But is this to big of a wish
I can give a list of what I don’t want
Loneliness coldness sadness bitterness
I don’t want none of this yet this is all I feel
WHY
Did I do something wrong in my last life
Was I to heartless to cold
I have to be to survive or the tears that burn come out
Those tears that burn my eyes
I don’t know who to trust who to love
Is it because I don’t know how to love
A bird spreads its wings when the mother pushes him off the nest
Does a child learn how to love when a mother pushes her in the real world
A leaf falls off a tree when it can’t provide no more
Are we pushed aside when we don’t benefit no more
What do you want
It goes back to that question
What do you want
People suffer cry and hate because that is how life goes right
But is it possible pain didn’t exist
Where that warmth only existed
If God knew there was going to be so much pain hatred lies
Then why did he create this world
The little joy that exist in this world humans mix it up with power and money
They only see how this will benefit them
Our earth is dying our people our killing each other
Children pleading for hope
Women dreaming for something better
Men cleaning their sweat off thinking of how they will provide to the family
Is this not enough to make you open your eyes what else do you need
To find yourself almost dead then thinking you wished you helped
What do I want
That is not the right question
There is no right or wrong question
But there is a right or wrong action
What do I want
To stop crying to make my dreams come true
But how do I do that
I don’t know do you because like you am human
Let's all take our masks of smile and show our true colors
What do I want
Money power love or just that simple warmth that you have never felt
