Hi Self! I wonder if you're fine or not, but all through out this life how can you be fine? there's a lot of problem you've been through. Sometimes you use to think that you have a family and friends supporting and it makes you feel relieved. You smiled to everyone but deep inside you felt hurt, you want to shout and share this burden but you still keep this burden in yourself and keep smiling to everyone so that they may not think your weak. You did try your best to make people around you feel proud of yourself but why do you feel that your efforts is in vain? Why do people around you see your mistake not your worth? You don't mind other people throwing any hurtful words to you but the hurtful words came from the mouth of your parents it's too much to forget, that it will break the inner part of you and lead you to end your life. Guess Your such a useless child that always bring them trouble, everyday and night a lot of negative words gathering on your mind, that You have no self confidence, You always do compare yourself to anyone and don't believe on yourself , Why can't you be like them? So that you can prove to your parents that your not a useless child. All you can say that "You're tired of fighting and prove yourself to anyone". but when you stop? It is show's that your weak and useless.
In other words I'm still proud of you because until now you keep fighting and never losing hope. Because you still believe that "Although God did not bless you for what others have, he still gave you another special gift" And here you are standing still and cherishing the gifts of God as a treasure. Why do you need to compare yourself to anyone because they have many advantages? All you need is to be you and believe in yourself so you can shine by yourself. Just don't mind what are people saying about you! Just put this in mind that; you're different and unique by your own ways apart from them, cherish what you have and have faith to God.
Time will come and you will finally reach your dreams and prove them wrong what they think of you. And at that time you will be happy, because you are in your true yourself and no one can change you for who you are.
