The first time I saw you was at the concert. When I felt like my whole world has stopped, I could only see you, your movements, your smiles, you enjoying the songs. But that wasn't really the first time.
It was when we were in high school, when you were playing song with your guitar and your peaceful voices which made me stopped on my track. When I peeked to see who. You were alone, the song which sounds like a sad one, and your feelings through your songs. But I had to leave from there.
My feelings for you was getting larger which wasn't a good thing, because my friends likes you too. It's not like I'm sacrificing, but I feel betraying her. She who likes you way more before than me and I who liked you just a months ago. I went with the flow, hoping the feeelings will be gone. But my feelings for you were getting larger. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't tell someone, none of my friends knows I like you. I can't share anyone anything.
It was your farewell day, My friend couldn't missed it, because you were going, and she planned to confess you after the function ends. My heartbeat was beating fastly, my hands was getting sweaty, my hands which were trembling. I don't know what to do. Why can't I forget you, why are you so hard to forget.
And now they are together, and my feelings too. I have been trying to got over from him, the moment he accepted her confession. From the day they were dating. I tried, I tried to forget him, I try to distract myself from him, but nothing was working.
I went abroad to start a new beginning, away from all of them. But luck was never with me. They were here, and the thing they gave me, stopped my breathe for secs, I was freezed, I don't know what to do. I just congratulate them.
I really have to get over him. It's the best for me, I can't destroy my life loving someone who I can never have. Not in this life nor the next life. We were never meant to be. For me our meeting was something, that I could never forget, it was simple. But something for me. The feeelings that I got for you from that day, will never be gone, but I have to buried you deep down.
I now focus on my life, forgetting about him, making new friends and got a new boyfriend, he was a great guy, gentleman, I love how he cares for me, it always makes my heart flatters, giving me butterflies on my stomach. He made me forget all the worries and the tensions. He was an angel to me. His love for me, for his family and for my family, his carings for me, his way of showing love, him giving me time when I needed. He never force me to tell him anything.
One day, I told him about my liking for my friend boyfriend. When I shared him the things I wanted to share with someone. It made my heart felt less burden.
" I am really thankful to God for sending you to me. " I said to him.
He give a sweet smile which I love the most about his features. I suddenly peeked his lips. I want to cherish him, I want to shower my love to him, i have been doing, but I want to show more affection to him.
Everything was going fine. It was the day of my friend and 'His' wedding. My boyfriend Nick hold my hand. I put my hand on his, trying to tell him, I am already over of the past. For me now, my present is important. The wedding went well.
After 6 years, we finished our studies and also got jobs, and next month is mine and Nick wedding, we didn't wanted to delay anymore and get married with eachothers as soon as possible. My friend had a cute baby boy. And if I had a baby girl, we will marry them, but we won't force them if they don't like eachothers.
It was my wedding day. My happiest day with my Angel. Who I never expected. He came to my life as a saviour, made me feel something new, helped me, cherish me, loved me, cares for me, what do I need more. Him one himself is enough for me. His my everything.
This time all my bad lucks were getting paid.
Happy life after~
how is it?✨🌝
