Always Love You (Taekook)

Taehyung stretched his hands and groaned at his sour muscles. It was a hella tiring day. Again which isn't?

Yeah it's true that everyday is tiring for bts, but not everyday is tiring for them mentally. When they meet their fans and sing alone with them, they don't feel tired even though their bodies try to give up.

ARMY's are their strength

But it gets really tiring when they have dance practices one after another and so many boring, meaningless interviews. They drained them out of energy completely.

To their good luck, today they could come home early. Early means, just before their dinner time.

They had a nice meal after the tiring and boring day They could add some fuel in their body after having dinner together. As they were super tired, they decided to go to their own room and spend the rest of the evening on their own.

Taehyung unlocked his iPad and opened the YouTube app. Recently, funny and silly videos of people make him laugh and relaxed.

After a boring day, he really needs it.

He was scrolling down and down and suddenly his eyes fell on something.

The title of the video taehyung being whipped for jungkook for 10 minutes straight

Taehyung frowned deeply and hesitantly tapped on the video.

The intro of the video was so weird. There were pictures of him and jungkook with a very romantic song. It's like it's their wedding video or something.

Taehyung gulped at the thought.

It's true that it's not a first time, he is being encountering with this ship thing. But to be honest, he has never thought about it too deeply.

They are way too busy for that.

The video started and taehyung wore an earphone to hear what the vlogger had to say.

At first in the video, footage of their early days were shown, when they were just teenagers.

Taehyung saw himself being all of jungkook, hugging him, pinching his cheeks, having fun with him.

It's like he wasn't letting jungkook breath for a second. He would always wrap his arms around jungkook, hugging him so tightly, rifling his hair.

There was always a silly smile on his face.

In the next footage, the vlogger showed how taehyung's eyes always followed jungkook. Jungkook was doing something with Jin and he was watching him with a soft smile on his face.

During this time, the vlogger was saying how whipped he is for jungkook and how his eyes showed how much he loves jungkook.

Taehyung saw that. He himself saw it too. His breathing quickened. He was every expression of his and his hand started to shake.

He hurriedly threw away the iPad and grabbed his head.

"w-what was i-i doing? N-no it can't be...i-i don't like j-jungkook....h-he is like m-my b-brother....how can i-i do this?" Taehyung mumbled while tugging his own hair harshly.

He was denying every fact the vlogger mentioned. He didn't want to accept it.

But deep down, he knew that he loves jungkook. He still remembers the first he was the cute boy, the first time he saw that beautiful smile.

The need to feel the younger close to him all the time was too much. It's still is. He still craves jungkook. He still tries to be close to him every damn second.

ARMYs also noticed it. Is he that obvious? No he can't be.

He can't be that obvious. He can't let people know about his feelings fo jungkook. He can't let jungkook to know about his feeling.

He would be disgusted. He would hate him. He would never let him get close and taehyung won't be able survive him.

It will be too much for him

It's better to keep a little distance than to be completely ignored by jungkook.

He laid on the bed and curled himself before closing his eyes.

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Jungkook was watching taehyung coming out of his room with messy hair. He had been staring at taehyung's door for half an hour only to see him first.

When taehyung came closer, he sat straight and greeted his hyung.

"good morning v hyung"

But his smile fell off when taehyung didn't greet him back. This has never happened before. Taehyung always greets with his beautiful bright smile.

He would give him a hug every morning after waking up. But today he didn't even look at him. He only nodded his head slightly to let jungkook know that he had heard him.

But why is that? Is he ok? Is he feeling sick? Is he upset about something?

Many questions flooded inside jungkook's brain. Seeing him frown, jimin nudged his elbow.

Jungkook looked at him and shook his head with a fake smile.

He looked at taehyung again and saw him eating his breakfast with a blank face. Jungkook bit his lips and decided to give him some space.

After their breakfast, they got ready for the day and went to their company building. They have a few photoshoots for their upcoming album. Everyone looked excited except taehyung and jungkook.

Taehyung was trying so hard not to look at jungkook. His heart was hurting bad when he saw Jungkook's frown. The younger was trying to talk to him time to time but he refused to acknowledge him.

He knows he is hurting jungkook because he the younger doesn't like it at all when someone ignores him or doesn't give him attention.

But he is helpless. He doesn't want to make the younger feel disgusted. He can't accidentally expose his feelings.

When they were waiting for their turn to take photos, jungkook came and sat beside taehyung. Taehyung was distracting himself by playing some games on his phone.

But his fingers stopped working when he felt jungkook's hand on his leg. The younger took his leg on his lap and started to massage it

Taehyung's heart was beating madly. He wanted to look at him so badly but he couldn't. He could jungkook's hand smoothing his muscles.

"wow...our maknae giving a massage to taehyungie. Why don't I get this special treatment??" Jimin said with a deeper tone than usual.

"because you are short." Jungkook said back like he didn't just insult one of his hyung who is two years older than him.

"you brat! Wanna get a beat up!"

"no thanks I will pass." Jungkook said with an innocent smile on his face. He looked at taehyung expecting him to look at him with a fond smile.

But he wasn't even looking at him. He was still using his phone

Jungkook looked at jimin who had a concerned look on his face. He nodded his head at jungkook silently telling him that he will talk to taehyung.

Jungkook sighed and looked at taehyung again. He caressed his leg to let taehyung know that he is there for him.

He just wants his hyung to look at him for once, with those beautiful eyes.

After the photoshoot, jimin told Yooji that he would ride with taehyung to go to an another venue where they will practice.

Taehyung and jimin got into their car and both of them sat close as usual.

" taetae are you ok? You have been so quiet since morning." Jimin asked carefully.

Taehyung looked alarmed when jimin said that. He gave jimin a fake smile and nodded his head.

" of course I am fine. Just a little bit tired. That's it.” Taehyung said.

"yeah? Wanna play video games with me and jungkook after we return home? It will cheer you up."

Taehyung's smile wavered when he heard jungkook's name. Oh he wish it so much. He just wants to go to the younger and took him in his arms like he does every day.

"i-i just w-want to take s-some rest." Taehyung said with a fake smile again making jimin frown.

Jimin already could see him hurting because no matter what taehyung can't lie to him.

Maybe he is a good actor. People say that his expression is blank. Nobody can read him easily. But jimin can. Because he saw him when the younger was hurting, crying in his arms. He spent many nights comforting the younger. He knows what he looks like when he is sad.

He also knows he doesn't want him to know. It's something he wants to keep it in himself which has never happened.

Is it something related to jungkook? It has to be.

Because he is the only one who is being ignored by taehyung.

He will have to talk to jungkook.

After the whole day of tight schedule, the boys returned home. After the whole day of being ignored by taehyung made jungkook crazy. He was losing his mind.

He just wants the elder to talk to him for once. Taehyung was sitting on the couch and jungkook decided to sit beside him.

Taehyung didn't look at him or acknowledged him at all. He kept staring at the television.

"hyung? Hyung look at me please."

Taehyung fisted his shirt and hesitantly looked at jungkook.

Jungkook placed his hand on taehyung's chest and said

"hyung is everything alright? Are you upset? W-with me? D-did I do something? Please tell me."

Taehyung is sure Jungkook can feel his fast heartbeat He is damn sure.

Because even he can clearly hear his heartbeat. He just wants to give up. He wants to take jungkook in his arms. His arms were itching for it.

He gulped down his need and said,

"I am ok jungkook. I am not upset. Don't worry."

Taehyung said with a smile which looked so fake to.jungkook.

Jungkook doesn't know how to know the real reason behind all of this. He can't force taehyung when he was already denying it. He even denied it to jimin.

He doesn't know what to do.

Few days passed by and everything is still the same. Taehyung is still ignoring jungkook. He only talks to him when he needs to.

Even other members noticed it. They also asked taehyung if everything is ok. The answer was still the same.

Jungkook on the other hand cried every night after getting ignored by taehyung whole day.

He was losing himself slowly. He couldn't think anything else other than taehyung. How could he?

He has always been in his heart. From the start.

How can he just forget everything now. Every night he has dreamt of being together with taehyung, The elder has become everything for him. His strength, his weakness, his love, his life, everything,

Now his world is turned upside down and he doesn't know how to fix everything

"I don't know what to do hyung. What's wrong with him? Why doesn't he say it?" Jungkook said to jimin while crying in his arms.

"confess to him jungkook."

Jungkook looked at jimin with wide eyes and gulped.

"w-what?"

"yes jungkook. Confess to him. This is the right time. Confront him. That dumbáss has something in mind which is hurting. He isn't realizing how much you are hurting. So go and confess to him. Don't think about the result. Just do it." Jimin said patting jungkook's back hardly to encourage him.

"are you sure hyung? Should I really do it?" Jungkook asked nervously. He looked hesitant.

"very sure, Go. He is in his room. Just go."

Jungkook wiped away his tears and nodded his head determinedly.

He ran outside and went to taehyung's room. He took a deep breath and opened the door.

Taehyung was sitting on the bed, leaning against the headboard.

"jungkook? W-what are you doing here?" Taehyung asked sitting straight.

Jungkook walked to him and sat in front of him.

"why are you ignoring me hyung? Tell me the truth." Jungkook said

Taehyung gulped and answered,

"i-i am not. You a-are thinking wrong."

"really? Are you really saying that now? Everyone knows that you are ignoring me. Even the stall. Eventually army will also know that you are ignoring me!"

"n-no! They won't know. They won't know anything! I won't let them know anything!!" "Taehyung said raising his voice, making jungkook confused.

"h-hyung wh-what?"

Taehyung looked so scared. Why would he be scared? Jungkook sat closer and placed his hand on taehyung's cheek.

"h-hyung please tell me what's wrong? I am dying here please!"

"everything is fine."

"no don't you dare to say that!! You wouldn't ignore me like this if everything was alright! You don't know how much I am hurting inside. You don't know what you are doing to me!! I feel like dying when you don't look at me properly, don't talk to me!! It hurts so much hyung!" Jungkook said while sobbing badly. He has had enough of this. He can't take it anymore.

He needs taehyung. He needs taehyung to know what he means to him.

Taehyung was too shocked to react. He couldn't believe jungkook was saying all of these. It felt like a dream.

"what are you saying jungkook?" Taehyung whispered staring at jungkook's teary eyes.

"I love you hyung. That's what I am saying. I have been loving you since the start. There wasn't a single day I didn't think about confessing to you, telling you how much I love you. But I was scared. Scared of losing you. I didn't want you to be distant. But now when you are already so distant, what I have to lose? Nothing hyung. Nothing Because you are everything for me."

Taehyung couldn't take it anymore. He tilted jungkook's head and kissed him hardly.

Jungkook was shocked for a few seconds but when he understood what taehyung was doing, he grabbed taehyung's shirt and kissed back.

Taehyung put his hand on jungkook's waist and kissed.him passionate. Jungkook wrapped his arms around taehyung's neck and kissed back.

Taehyung slowly pushed jungkook on the bed and hovered over him, kissing him hungrily,

Taehyung parted jungkook's lips with his tongue and pushed it inside. He roamed around with his tongue and tasted his inside.

Jungkook moaned and pulled taehyung closer. The pleasure of tasting each other was too much. Jungkook felt like crying

They were getting out of breath and taehyung finally broke the kiss. He stared at jungkook with the same soft and love filled eyes for jungkook.

"I love you too jungkook, I love you so much. All these years I have always loved you. I was also so scared. So scared. I thought you would be disgusted knowing my feelings for you. I didn't want that. I love you so much. I couldn't lose you. I-I saw a video on us and that's when I realized how deep it my love for you. I came to know how ARMYS know about it. I didn't want you to find out and that's why I started to ignore you. I am sorry baby."

Jungkook hugged taehyung so tightly and whispered.

"it doesn't matter anymore hyung. You are with me now and that's what matter."

Taehyung hugged him back and nodded his head.

"I love you baby. Please keep loving me. Always."

"always hyung, I promise."