What do you think peace is ?
This question was asked by someone important to me ..
I answered , silence , greenery and just me alone .
That person replied is that so ?
I nodded . Although I was confused at that point I wondered what else answer she had expected ..
She said , You can be peaceful by being alone ?
I didn't want to answer it and remained silent .
She asked me again why I wouldn't answer ..
I told her , Yes .. if that's what you wanted to hear and frowned ..
She told me , I have asked this question to many people most of them give me the same answer that includes being alone .
I looked at her and said , I guess I know the reason and smiled..
She asked me how .
She was someone close to me so I decided it would be okay if I told her the reason .
I told her , You see not everyone has a good family for example some parents just care about their reputation like , they always wanna keep their children grades high and don't let their children enjoy and make them their toys and at the end if their children won't do what they expect .. they just..they just don't care..they just scold them ..never ask them why..never let them speak..
And some parents never give their children freedom nor the love they expect for their hardwork..like they put so much efforts into their work only to get treated like..nothing..
Some parents..don't trust their kids at all..just for one mistake or more than that... it's like they expect us to act like a perfect human..they never give their kids chances..they don't let them speak the reason...they just wrong them even if they have a reason..even if they don't ..just why won't they ..give another chance..?
At the end I said , I'm a child who undergoes all this torture ...sometimes my parents are really good to me..but sometimes they're just not .. So I find peace when I'm alone .
She didn't ask me anything else .. she said I understand you .. thank you for letting yourself loose.. and smiled .
I smiled back and closed my eyes and without noticing a tear swept down my eye .
Well I'll ask you again ... what do you think peace is ...?