I don't know what I'm doing,
What's going on in my life
I feel like I'm just living dead
It's like everything is for something that doesn't even mean something to me..
2 hours of sleep
Darkest of dark circles under eyes
Cans of energy drinks on the table and me
Myself on chair just staring at the time..
Where would this lead me to?
This is the dream of world,
My parents, my siblings
But is it really what i want to do?
I don't know
Im just dodging a question everyday which occurs to me when i wake up
Is this even necessary?
Why work my ass off for future when i don't even know what will happen tomorrow?
What is by the end of today my life also ends?
Will i die in regret that i never even enjoyed my life..
I just had one chance to enjoy life to happiest
I just worked for future which ia not even there
I dodge this question nad think
That's not how i should think
I should do what i told.. And this is how my cycle goes
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