So, I understand why we sometimes cry, like cry silently. cry loudly. or hide tears....
you must tell the person you trust the most or the person you love. you care for, somebody you don't wanna leave behind. Or if you could tell your Parents. Grandparents. Uncle's and aunts, siblings. teachers... Let them know, Couse I think... They love you unconditionally since at the start by your parents have gave birth to you. I'm sorry if that sounded very uncomfortable for you. forgive me please.. {God Also loves you unconditionally, ultimate infinity for you, his love is Never ending.}
But if you want, You pray to God. always thank our Heavenly Father in prayer.
There is still hope, and probably there's still faith.
Or if you want, maybe watch movies or listen to music. listening to music could probably remove stress and problems, It could also help you smile or anything else for yourself.
Or like make something that makes you happy, like painting or playing. or play games. whatever makes you happy.
If you feel insecure about your face, skin, body, I think we shouldn't be insecure about it.. Because it's a gift from God. And we should be grateful/thankful for what he had given us.
And don't always stress yourself or like make problems in your life. it will just wash away your joy, or it will TAKE away your joy. or it could cause like: depression. so please don't stress yourself, it might effect your health or life.
I hope this helps you.