At past time when i was playing on piano it felt like i was in heaven, like i was attending into another world... it often helped me to forget about my problems even during few seconds or minutes
But from this day it never will felt that way...
My teacher who was teaching piano to me during so many years passed away...
today i wanted to play on piano but no matter what i would play everything reminded me about her face, her voice, her smile....
Year ago she realized that she had a cancer and left this country... we often talked to her trough phone and we were giving her hope that she will come back very very soon....
but if i knew right then it would be last time i can see her then i definitely would hug her tight and never let her to go...
she was not just teacher to me.... she not only taught me piano and music she taught me how to be a human... i remember that days when i got bullied she always comforted me... She was like best friend to me...
sometimes i wish i never met her because it hurts....
it hurts so much...
explain me how im gonna manage touch my piano ever again?
wish i could be that strong to do it
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from author: i never imagined i would write it but it's real story... today she passed away
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