this ain't just a friendship...

Its been a hard time spending time with my guy best friend...

but why...?... well... Its because I dont like him...

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I love him....

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we've been together for 5 years now....

but still... something is missing...

I can't get over my thoughts...

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it doesn't feel right to fall in love with him...

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I'm afraid.. what if he rejected me?.., what if we didn't talk to each other.., what if we broke up?... I'm afraid...

afraid of losing that best soul...

we always send each other I Love You's... but as friends..

we send each other good morning and good night texts... but as a friend...

we love each other madly!... but as friends....

we want each other for every second... we miss each other every minute... we need each other at hard times...

but... as friends...

it doesn't feel right to "Just Be Friends"

this ain't just a friendship.....

𝑇𝐻𝐼𝑆 𝐼𝑆 𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸....

love... which is not really love....

guy bff is a myth.. its boyfriend....🤠🤚

~lemme know if you got any guy bffs to;)